bad times

everything isn't going so well anymore. due to certain reasons that some people may know, i have lost a lot of respect for the person i'm travelling with and started to realise that all of the origional bad things i thought about them are correct and all of the nice aspects that people tell me just aren't or are just for show so that person can get what they want. i know it's not nice to bitch about people on the internet but i am stuck with her and have no one else to talk to and i'm starting to find it really hard. if i was at home i just wouldn't want her as my friend because i don't like people who treat other people like that, but instead of being able to get away from her we are stuck travelling and in the same room together. and she bluddy moans about everything!
but i will try not to rant anymore, i just wanted to get that out the way. we're staying in cherating which is sooo hot and there's barely any breeze but it is lovely and cheap and they have such good food. Last night we went to mata hari restaurant and i had barbequed prawns and they were so fresh and delicious and i was so happy. Looked like there were some other good places to eat too so im quite excited for tonight. then went to another restaurant to have a drink but it was wierdly run by about 8 little children. A grown up showed up after a while and started playing on a computer but these 3 8 year olds took our orders, money and made our drinks while some smaller kids ran around them and 2 13 year olds played really loud malaysian reggae music and played xbox. very very strange.
This morning i went and sat on the beach and talked to mama g which was ace, had not such a nice lunch at a self service place as i accidentally picked liver (eeuuuuuuurgh) and lay around reading and planning and stuff. think tomorrow im going to go to a turtle sanctuary in the morning and then a firefly tour where you catch a boat and watch them over the water in the evening. There's not really anyone else here though so i'll probably have to do most of it on my own as i'm avoiding my travelling companion as much as possible. ah well.
so that was today, not hugely excting but im just so excited about having internet and being able to come on here every day. hope everything is going well back home and the postcards arrive soon! xxxx